all of 08, has been heartbreak
especially in last past months, years its been the same
3 months ago i fell in love
wit someone i didnt have any business loving
but i couldnt ignore dat thing, it was something
4real, shawty had me thinkin
am i some kinda lesbeian, i cant be man, i like dick
but shawty is somethin i wanna get....i love before but no like dis
i can jus imangine her givin me a kiss
but 2day marks da end of ma Bi-curousity
well on 2nd thought, if i see her
all hell gonna break loose.....shawty make it worse
i call her shawty skittlez cus she got me over tha rainbow(lol)
i got a taste of the rainbow, thinkin homo
jus last wedesday im walkin to 2nd period
sanging rockin that thang, then she come, serious
shawty had on sum tight ass pants, switchin her waist
i had to stop and place, watch that ass rock in ma face
i had keep walkin i couldnt even say hi
i had the right song playin cus shawty was rock dat thang right
i planned that in 09 i would tell everybody
im bi, but that something i dont kno yet so i wanna keep it lock in
but dis dude, i kinda like him as friend but our relationship is goina grow
hopefully, i aint seem him seem him since freshmen year, and then
i talkin to him when i was skippin 8th period
he like tha same music i like which is rare
so that alone put him on the scale
he a gentlemen and he cool to talk to
got me thinkin i should skip more often
but nall man, got me hoping he'll call me
but wat should i do should i be bi?
i dont want another heartbreak year
all 08 ive been the heartbreak kid
i havent found that special person...maybe its not a boy
shit, i dont know.......i wanna be doin fine in 09
if i go to the other side, wouldnt it be bogus if nobody want me
damn g, i'll cry everyday, cus nobody want me
i can see if boys dont see me, but if the gay girls turn me down
im thru, i'll be ready to kill myself
but i want to do fine in 09, i dont kno if that shit will help
no more heartbreak, no more headaches
i jus wanna someone 2 love me 4 who i am
15 years yall, nobody, goddamn
i need some help yall...
tell me please, wat yall think
i wanna go from heartbreak 2008
to doing fine in 2009
so wat should i do?