he chose to leave me with nothing to love ;; not even myself.
i gave him everything i had. if he needed air. i would qive him my only lung.
if they sentenced him to death .. i would give them myy body to be hunq.
this love was strong &nd passionate. &nd i know that he could NEVER find any thing compared to I.
I was there when he had nothinq. when he was just like everyother nappy headed kid needing a qood comb . even when we went separate way` s i kneww in him was HOME.
when he had qirl problem` s i was there to put a beatin in they ass cause before they came to him incorrect i was there sendinq
they face a hard ass impact.
so far i quess it sounds like this was some real love.
but it suck` s when it` s just a 1-way love.. he saw me as
someone he come` s to so he could find hisself. but what i dont get how could you
NOT love thee one who you went to tuh` find the real YOU.
that shit was confusinq.
i went to qod searchinq for reason` s why me he wouldn` t love.
but no answer seemed to click was i really to qood for him
i was in the mindstate where compared to thee i put him above.
all the time` s i thought with him i was closer to god when
he was my worst sin . i offered him into my temple..
saying "well qod it` s okay he really love` s me"
now i` m like niqqa fuck you over me you NEVER be above..
i was ya fuckinq strenqth when you was scared to pray to our qod.!
i stayed up all niqht cryin &nd prayin for qod to have mercy on your soul
for you had knoweth not wat you do.
now i see prayinq was qood but to continue lovinq i was the fool.
so ladies if this story sound` s like you then it ain` t work it.
cause aint NO TRiFLiN ASS niqqa worthy of YOUR LOVE
it` s 07 &nd i know as for me i qot NO TiME
for ONE WAY lOVE