I'M SICK OF BEING HURT BY YOU
i'M SICK OF YOU TELLING ME YOU LOVE ME
I'M SICK OF BELIEVING THAT IT'S TRUE
AT TIMES I WONDER HOW COULD I BE SUCH A FOOL
HOW COULD I GIVE MY ALL TO YOU, ONLY FOR YOU TO TURN AROUND AND DO ME LIKE YOU DO
HOW COULD I HAVE TRUSTED YOU
I BELIEVED IN YOU, I LOVED YOU
I WAS THERE WHEN YOU HAD NO ONE ELSE
WHEN YOU DIDN'T HAVE NOTHING , I GAVE YOU MY LAST
AT THE TIME, I THOUGHT THAT WE HAD SOMETHING REAL
YOU PROMISED ME SO MUCH
YOU PROMISED TO BE THERE
YOU PROMISED THAT YOU WOULD NEVER HURT ME, NEVER LIE TO ME, NEVER DECIEVE ME...
AFTER THE TRUTH CAME TO LIGHT, MY HEART WAS BROKEN
IT FELT LIKE MY HEART HAD BEEN RIPPED OUT, CUT INTO PIECES, BURNED TO ASHES, AND SPIT ON
I WAS SO LOST WITHOUT YOU
I DIDN'T WONT TO HEAR ANOTHER LOVE SONG
BECAUSE WHEN I WAS WITH YOU, YOU WERE MY LOVE SONG
I FINALLY BROKED DOWN AND WENT TO THE ONLY PERSON THAT I KNEW COULD NEVER HURT ME
I WENT TO MY GRANDMOTHER
AND SHE GAVE ME THE BEST ADVICE I COULD EVER HAVE
SHE SAID TO ME..."BABY, IF HE SAYS THAT HE LOVES YOU, BUT HE MAKES YOU FEEL LESSER THAT DIRT, THAN IT WASN'T LOVE TO BEGIN WITH, YOU WERE ONLY BLINDED BY HIS WORDS, NOT HIS HEART"
I TOOK THAT ADVICE AND IT HELPED ME IN SO MANY WAYS THAN ONE, IT HELPED ME REALIZE THAT I MUST FIND MY OWN WAY, THAT I MUST FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR ME, AND NOT WHAT I CAN DO FOR THEM.