Dear love,

The one we all would love to meet eager to feel your presence as we fall through life bitter sweet.... you tease us to make us feel and cause us to be awry about the ones we cherish tricking us into beliving our hearts haven't parrished......
You'll have me covet you as if u were some mystical treasure making me vulnerable to your often temporary pleasure honoring you so much but,.....are you even real? Is seeing something and hearing it that far off from what we feel? .....no love... it appears to me that you have us all fooled , I crown you king o' great joker of emotions toying, playing, and hustling us like some sadistic game of poker attacking our weakest target, not the frail and gullible heart but the beautiful yet biased mind controlling our thought's and making decisions for us even when we know they are wrong......yes so far from the truth we are...... and as our lives grow cold and empty we lose our youth but, I've learned from such an experiences an I know you cannot be trusted... my eyes have been opened I'm deeply disgusted......love.... you mean so much to me but still standing for nothing and how adept you are at being no where to be found when u are needed the most, though I do not live to despise you.... you make it kind of hard but I don't plan on allowing you to keep pulling my card so.... I'll end this letter with my best dreams in mind in the hopes that their is a better you to find.

Respectfully yours, an agitated and angry yet not willing to be .... Anti-lover...



The end...... Santiago