I hate your ways
I hate loving you even when I hate you
I hate when we argue and fight
I hate it when we fall out
I hate that I don't trust you
I hate it that I even know you
I hate we can't agree
I hate I can't decide whether you truly love me
I hate us not talking
I hate that its over
I hate hating you
I love you
But I'm just so afraid of whats true and untrue
Afraid that my distrust is real
Its alive
And not a figment of my imagination
Almost 6 years
Of me and you
Gone
And then I'm right back at your doorstep
Still loving you...