Familar were are to me, but not the person i knew... kisses on the forhead stopped... cheek strokes i didnt see... i dont understand who were supposed to be to me.... lies and hurtful word....disrespectful...plus the girls... drunk nights..fist fights.... i thought this life was a lie... wanting to die cuz the "cost of living" was too high... wondering if you were gonna walk out and not come back... but secretly at that time, yea i wanted that... i wanted to see you fail at what you didnt try to keep... wanted to watch you cry from the hurt- like you did me... wanted to leave you crying at the door while you watched me leave.... but not anymore..now this is who you are to me now, see...

youre just the love of my life all over again... that man i met years ago, you are that man....the one who makes me get tongue tied with thoughts i cant figure out... what makes it even better is i cant sleep without you now... loving you is fatal cuz id die without you... a father to our son and daughter, cant no one love us like you do.... a family man you became and i pray that it stays... by your side im here for good... cuz this game we will never again play... hurting made us closer and my how faces change...cuz yesterday i hated you... today and forever youre my perfect, 4 year running...brand new attitude, changed man..... lol!