They went away, they went all went away,
And I was the lone one who chose to stay
So I went to school hoping that
things would be okay
But they weren't
I feel like a piece of myself has went through
flames and burnt
College is not what it seemed for me
So I just put everything out of mind
and only focused on me
And Then I try to keep in touch with my peeps
I tell em I miss em
and hope that they're doing well
no response for weeks
At that point I felt like hell
especially when I was told
I didn't deserve a female
because I wasn't man enough to treat one well
but I was man enough to make his face swell
But i did not take action
because like motion for every action there is reaction
Because of all this, I locked myself for two days,
trying to keep control of my exploding rage
For the first time in my life
I was alone
and so angry I punched a wall and broke a bone
This led to uncharacteristic episodes
Smokin and even taken extra pills
to help me get over these hills
A year in Solitary
A year of deep thought
what a battle I have fought