I wanted to leave but he kept pulling me back...."Please don't turn away"
He said it with so much anguish in his voice......so all I could do was stay
"Without you I can't go on....I couldn't endure another day"
But he's enduring it just fine....plus he left me anyway......

Thats when this cycle of crying every night started
The one person that I loved....left me broken hearted
I wanted to make it work....but unfortunately he parted.......
While taking everything...I guess he always had the authority
As usual I was left alone .....like I was a minority
Towards him.../While the lights dimmed.......
over me.....
Cuz the brightness in my life was beginning to fade
Darkness took the main role....it began to invade
"Did you plan this all along?.....If so it was well played"
Now I'm sitting here.....afraid and betrayed.....

I don't wanna see you.....is that too much to ask?....DAMN!!!
Please stop showing up in places where I am......
Cuz I see you hand in hand.........../
With your "new accessory" and I can't understand
Why you couldn't expand.....
Your so called love for me
I guess this is the way its meant to be
And yea........./ I act as if i don't care
About you being here
But its hurts me.....more than you'll ever know
I just got too much pride to show......
That I'm not okay
So instead......I display
This wonderful attitude....but I'm screaming inside
Everyday and every night I go to sleep teary eyed....

Cuz I'm just thinking of you
And there's nothing more I can do.....
So the thoughts circulate
As I accept true fate
Of knowing that your gone for good
But I'll still bring you back my way if I could.....
But until then....there's no happily ever after
And for now...I'll just fight my pain with laughter.........