ADDICTED AGAIN
What was I thinking about?
I set myself up for this one
Knowing from jump how it would turn out
Now it’s too late to back out or run.

I was supposed to be sheltering myself from distress
But was denial to what I was getting myself hooked on once more
Jumping back in before breathing or putting my mind to rest
I was getting pleasure from peeling the scalp from an unhealed sore.

I hate the weakness I have for the high sensations it gives me
Every time I say “I quit”, there I go doing it again and again
Promising myself every time it’s the last dose for me
Then at my most fragile moment LOVE has me addicted again.

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