If i waznt who i am maybe.....


*i cud have sum1 2 luv
*i cud have sum1 2 luv me back
*life wudnt b so hard on me
*n godz eyes i may actually b worthy
*my boyfriend wudnt of ben killd
*my life wudnt b hell
*sum1 wud actually b proud of me
*god wud of left my bestfriend here
*i wudnt feel so empty nside
*i wudnt feel like im carryn da weight of da world
*i wudnt feel so depressed
*i probably wudnt wnt 2 die
*i wudnt have all dez painz i cnt explain
*errytyme sumthn happens n my fam it wudnt b blamed on me
*i wudnt feel like it suckz 2 b me


but i feel like all dat wnt change. ill still b an alwayz will b n da same mind set. my life wn't get no betta.my life will go down hill like itz ben doin! but i need 2 b releaved of all my problemz! but i calld on god an askd him 2 help me,but itz like he dnt hear me! so let me kno, can u hear me?