You left the bruises on my arms
the pain in my heart, the tears in my eyes
once again i am broken
so torn
im so sick and tired
of the bullshit, the hurt
but, i blame myself
i put myself in that predictament
i expose my self to the pain
i jump into it
like im diving head first
into the pool of disappointment
is it me? or is him?
i just can't figure it out
maybe i like the pain
they tell me not place the blame
but, what the hell am i supose to do?
i promised myself
that i would never let another man put his hands on me
but, the situation reoccurs
over and over again
in a vicious cycle
that is never ending
that just spins, out of control
how do i free myself?
how do i get away from this animosity
this crazy torture.
from this cycle.
"Another cycle"