i wrote a letter to my self
told mii boyfriend how i felt
how mii life was a living hell
how nothing was going well
i cried cause i did'nt know what to do
i told him i loved him and how it was true
he knew mii depression had grew
and how i was threw

i wrote a letter to myself
told mii boyfriend how i felt
how i would stay up late at night
holding that knife
debating
on penetrating my skin ending mii life
running the street late a night
without a fright

i wrote a letter to myself
told mii boyfriend how i felt
how i usta scream at night from the demons in mii jail .....cell
how i felt like HELL
was the place i was living

how real criticism
made meh the unwilling victom
to his evil ploy
his eyes filled with joy
as he distroyed

my body
as him and his friends surrounded meh
bound meh
drowned meh in a pool of sodomy
so all that's left is a cruel world to see

i wrote a letter to myself
told my boyfriend how i felt
how my life was a living hell
bout the time i spent in jail
how i was violated an put threw hell
put under a wicked spell
the will power to live i no longer felt