i appreciate your advice.
hope it helps me.
he says he loves me but
at times i feel it ain't true.
i kept very little contact
with the one in jail
but the feelings are still there.
i can tell.
we do got plans to chill when
he gets out.
one thing i'm afraid of
is what if old flames ignite?
it wouldn't be fair to bai.
you know cheatin just ain't
right.
i love bai with all my heart.
all the fightin and arguin
is tearin me apart.
i'm just so confused.
i'm afraid if i don't
figure it out soon.
i'll lose them both.

thanks mike for lettin me turn to you.
remember i'm here for you too.
*cries*