As always

I can never win
For love has jumped ship again

As always

Strategically planning abandonment
But ransoming caring's emotions

As always

Renewing rejuvenated passion
Causing pride and stubbornness to suffocate
Eventually disapating

As always

Making me think that turning over a new leaf
Gives a refreshing start in believing loving reasons

As always

Self looses just a little bit more feelings
Having unhappy's haphazard havocking awkward thoughts
Activate luring loneliness

As always

Prompting me to question what just horrendously transpired
Accepting another frustrating over-dramatized unnecessary situation

As always

Definitely needing time to heal hurting's hollow hung out to dry insides once more

As always

It always reverts back to always being about me
Somehow

Leaving me saddened as always

Bickering back and forth
About me being a controlling chauvinistic ignoramus
Staking claim within a falling apart us

Separating...............

Calling off recent engagement
Making me realize
That what was misplaced
Can never again be regained
Nor recaptured

So as always

I'm left picking up love's ceasing
Beating -less heart
Which is broken into billions of shredded shattered pieces
All deriving from these ugly repulsive repetitive unfolding's

As always..............