Ease my pain magic pill
One short wonderful cheap thrill
Clear the rain
Magic pill
Make my eyes close
Rigid and still
Hope has left me
Despaire latched in its place
Past the blood and tears
I can't see my own face
Choking screaming fighting
Begging weeping bleeding trying
Pain beyond compare
My heart insnared
Brooding sweetly cries from my soul tear
Into my fate I step freely
Not thinking of the real truth consequently
Tasting my own blood
A pool of red justice
Bleeding from my skin is the hurt
Coming from my wounds is healing
Burning deep within me
Fatality on my mind
But why must I pay the price
Why must I take my own life
Shouldn't THEY be the ones to pay
Its like my life has been put on display
My feelings I'm not sure how to convey
Someone save this beautiful mind
I realze I won't get to breathe another time
The combonation of the Zantacs' and this razor
I hate to say I'm bloody and ashamed of my behaivor
Now I'm getting scared
Dizzy feeling faint
I realize I can't change it
It's far too late
The darkness falls and I know where I am
I've fallen into the never ending wasteland
And now I stare at the back of my eyelids and think
Who'll find me bled to death right next to my own sink?