I guess my arrogance
Excessive feelings of confidence
And self-assurance
Had my nose so wide open
I couldn’t see reality
I build this sort of mentality
That he was a mind analyst
Apparently there was a twist
And now I’m piss
But I don’t blame anyone but me
I permitted she to meet he
Never imagined it would go to this degree
Wait…this might just be feelings of jealousy
Maybe it goes deeper
Maybe I felt he was a keeper
For my own person collection
Wanted him to show me affection
But now I face a silent rejection
Because his mind is in someone else’s direction
Why it had to be my friend
That part I still can’t comprehend
Then again
I once again blame me
Because I never told she
Never said how I felt
How when he looked at me my heart melt
How I felt he read my mind
How our souls entwine
And what sucks is I know he can never be mine
She’s head over heels
To me she reveals
Exactly how she feels
But does he feel the same way
If he does he doesn’t display
The feels on his sleeve as the old folks would say
No matter what it doesn’t matter at all
It’s his court and he has the ball
His perspective and his own view
Is a thought I’m not tryna get into
Because the fact remains
That although all these feelings I have contain
All must be drain
Because we could never be
All because of she