June 21, 2008
1:31am

My life?
My life, is filled with so many ups and downs
So many disappointments
So many fake, unreal sons of a bitches
So many people who I thought I could trust
So many niggas who smile in my face, then talk about me behind my back
So many fucking people I would murder if I could get away with it
I would murder a bitch, with a jagged knife so the cut, pains as much as my heart bleeds.

My life?
My fucking life, is filled with eyes that bleed
With a brain full of dreadful memories
With a fractured, but not broken heart
My eyes bleed, my heart bleeds, my mind won’t stop wandering
Wondering just wondering how it feels to take a razor to my wrists
Wondering, no more of hoping that someone would fuck with me, so I can take their head to a metal pipe, and watch them bleed, so they can feel the pain and confusion I feel.
Bleed just like how I bleed on the inside

My life?
My shit filled muddacunt life?
My who gives a fuck about Sandra except Sandra ass life?
Take a walk in my size 10 Chuck Talyors
You couldn’t walk two full steps in my muthfucking Chucks
Before you can take the first step, you see my life flash before your eyes
You slit your wrists to the vision of my life
Trying to take that second step, my Chucks on your feet surrounded by a pool of blood
I’m smiling almost in a grin, because now you bleed, just like how I bleed internally.