[not much of a poem. more like a look inside my thoughts]

feeling so worthless my heart aches, my eyes burn with tears. cant think straight. wondering where do i go from here? i wonder why i let you treat me like you do. some times the best other times, well you kno how that goes. told i could do better but i stuck by the one i loved the most. never knew a love like this. used to enjoying every moment of it. but after 7months of happiness am i to endure nothin more but pain? i feel like dying to end this sweet misery. i wanna let go but my heart wont let me. tryna see what comes after you but all i see is you. without you i cant breath. try to see if im able to make it on my own but im gasping for air. trying so hard to breathe PLAIN air. but my lungs tighten yearning to inhale you. i feel like a fool. rapped myself so much into you i cant see where the line seperates us. i feel like dying. cant stop crying. so where do i go from here?