Braving the Elements
having locked myself in my lab looking for a cure for what ails me
Fully knowing that i will conclude that tHE findings still will not set me free
LIke a madman I mix and I pour trying to find that right combination
BEgging the gods to point me towards some type of salvation
Before I started this journey I saw things in a totally different light
Carelessly moving about getting lost in the night devoid of sight
Needing all you had to offer me yet and still I put up a massive fight
Over and over you coaxed me out of my normal mode of being
Becoming a Fixture that caused my close heart to stop fleeing
NEver realizing that you were much more than even my complex thoughts could comprehend in my lifetime
failing to cherish a bond that no equation in NAture or beyond could explain in one line
made of strength rivaled by few Grasping the mere concept of you is a feat I am still holding dear
let ans still I have achieved a massive fAIlure I fear
SItting in a sea of my own destructive brainwaves Painfully watching the creation of bloodstains
soaked in my on dismissal in vain i attempt To CLean the vessel even in the pouring rain
left to ponder the error of my ways lARgely disappointed in the way I starved the days
keeping the tears privately CAtching myself singing your name to melodies that well remain unplayed
SCienTIfic really is the event elements crashing into one another firing off all types of energy
each combination creating something so massiVe so powerful in it's own perfect synergy
moving in unison CRafting new discoveries with every communication subatomic on up to the highest levels ever known
our own universe filled with amazement and wonder a calMNess covering us whenever we occupied that zone
FEver pitch heat radiated from the very COre aborNIng something that we never knew would come to pass
AcCUmulation of forces so grand heavier than a ton of ZINC burned out like supernova and gone in a blink
a void is formed it exists with no brink can no longer GAther thoughts a brain without the ability to think
aS i continue to make make SEnse of the excitement that played out before my very eyes
how is it that the only result from the Flood of emotions is to crY
my heart once felt as if it was made of ZIRCONIUM it could withstand even the depths of the sun
that myth has been uNBound discarded stripped away its layers effectively undone
my visions are bombarded with MO re harsh realities than I care to grant myself witness
i waTCh in vain as my tRUth shatters my world my bioRHythmic reading flat lines with quickness
the taPDance crumbles what is left uncAGed is a state the protons go in all directions
the manifestation of my eCDysis seems so incomplete For as much as I lose nothing grows to replace it
now feeling more fragile than TIN very diSBanded in the darkness is now where I sit
still longing for a bond but only facing mass deTErIoration on a pace greater than half life
how was I to know that this formula could fall from a host of apeXEs only ending in strife
dynamiCS of the whole process is bLAcked out by the constant unCErtainly that is unwavering
with all the hours spent in the comfort of the lab I still failed to apPRciate it's comforting
i abaNDoned the very thing I needed in the uPMost the perfect element to complete
the pure Definition of aestheticiSM yet and still found a way to bid adiEU finale
the ruler of the kinGDom the uniquely placed fasTBalls all apart of who you are
the boDY of my prose the pHOto my pen constantly references a shooting star
An aftERglow so striking you fit so nicely never needing adjusTMent
with you I rolled a seven more rare than Ytterbium
a subtle transition even more than Lutetium , Hafnium or Tantalum
whenever the weight of unREst tried to acOSt me like bIRd you set me free
more desired than Platinum more precious than gold my mercury rises when you touch me
you kept a feeling of weighTLessness even with my feet on the ground even if my shoes were LEAD
absorBIng all that I am with an outPOur that was rATher overwhelming yet still I need
reboRN on pages as inFRinged on the lines bRAnded in the stanzas if there is an ink of life you are mine
the blood rACes as I am hypoTHesized by the creations you flow through me at any given time
It's more than apPArent you are not just the ying to my yang
But the Power that fuels my neUrons unique big bang
may seem over the top but your role in me can never be dowNPlayed
I ride your trAM to all it's stops hoping to still find your aCMe hidden even if it's in your suBKingdom
you are my personal Californium you amplify the truth within my bESt from my cranium
As if you hit a switch my Fermium goes full force producing a unstoppable huMDinger
The never that you never kNOw is still what is considered a bell ringer
You are the reason chivaLRy will live on forever you demand no less in your corner
you surpass the beauty of wateRFalls and that is no short order
I wanted to live longer than Dubnium but that was not in our cards
So I exist diSGraced in a lab most secret finding it will always be hard
So I cherish the autograpHS you have engraved on my various beakers and test tubes
enclosed in a place where my craft is the warMTh that will shield me from my wounds
so I secure my locks and draw all the shades cutting off everything to the filaments
quietly and honestly I must brave the elements




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