were done.
i have nothing left for you.
you drained me emotionally.
now i have nothing left to give
wait
let me clarify
nothing left to give to YOU
you are nothing more than the past to me.
i tried so hard to keep you around.
you were more than just a "boy" in my life
i thought you were my future.
the MAN in my future.
damn.
you coulda fooled me.
you did fool me.
led me to believe i was something worth loving
worth your time
all the while i was just the main chick
never your only chick
i suprised myself with how much i put up with
everyone kept telling me to leave but no
i stayed because you were my first love
my first sexual experience.
wasted
wasted on you.
i never regret anything but you
you are a regret i'll never forget
but you taught me something
so for that
i must thank you.
thank you for showing me your worth
the precious time i gave.
my wasted efforts
thank you for showing me how you truly loved me
yelling and cussing me out
but most of all i must thank you for the trust
the trust we never had.
for screwing me over time and time again knowing damn well i'd take you back
thank you.
but now after a year and five months.
i quit.
you and me are through
"but i love you baby. i need you in my life. without you theres nothing . i might as well die"
well guess what love?
die.
i love you no longer
my heart is crumpled
you have ruined me
i shall never trust another man.
wait
i mean boy
because that is what you are
nothing more.
you play games
i thought i was your world
but i guess i was just another girl in it
i deserve better
and now that i know
you have me no longer
i let go
and my life is already looking up
im better off with out you
as where i thought i couldnt survive without you
im doing just fine i hope you know
i wear my smile once again.
i feel my worth is more than you could ever afford
i commend you on your efforts to get me back
but
there useless.
aaron . .. im doing just fine without you.
"but i love you baby"
aww sweetie . . . .how original =]