Sitting here with a vacant stare that penetrates the ceiling
My heart beating matches the rain outside,
Along with my empty breathing
My body lies motionless, sitting here dormant as can be
It’s like I’m lost in thought, but my body…it remains in reality
My heart, fragile like my mind, is confused by emotions
They are both clouded in darkness, somehow still looking
Tears roll down my cheeks because I don’t know how to feel
Should I feel happy or what about broken
Should I feel empty about the passion that I think I see
Damn…
Every day, from the time I wake up until I lay my head to sleep
I see his face and I feel his arms wrapped around me
I hear his voice whisper in my ear tenderly
Letting passion touch me with his lips gently
The heat from his love radiates stronger than anything I ever felt
My heart would become icy if his love ever left
Looking in his eyes…a deep soul locking stare
Words barely escape my lips because I see his soul calling to me in there
But why the tears…emotional droplets
Is my soul happy, locked in passion…
Is my soul drowning, locked in torment
Does his heart beat for me strongly as mine does for him
Does his love really radiates strong or is it growing dim
For once in my life I fall for someone
Falling in loves’ endless void
Reaching for his hand like a baby for a toy
My soul cries out for him, devouring the thoughts of doubt
My heart and soul is head strong, ready to fight this bout
Every night, on my knees praying for our love to intertwine
For me to be his
For him to be mine
One thing I realize as I love him more and more
Nothing will rip my heart away, kill my very soul…but…
Him walking out of loves doors
Me sitting in silent tears as he says goodbye for the final time
Watching him walking right out of my life
Now I’m sitting here in deep thought because I am deeply in love
Pretty crazy I know
This is how I feel when push comes to shove
In closing…Baby I love you until the ends of the earth
Somehow I know that we can make it work
I don’t want to be in this alone
Let’s make our house of love into a happy home