Folks wouldn't know That I've been touched before.
that's why I am afraid of the homosexual door.
been called a bitch and a faggot
cause my mindset
is different
and my hormones been on since I was four
...so sex...
is the only way I've known.
Blame the girl who made me eat pussy
involuntarily
or the dude who thought with his dipstick
and made me suck dick
all that shit
formed me into a confused
disillusioned
miscreant
who only dreamt
that he could call himself normal
because how he was introduced to sex was informal.
Losing my virginity
was exactly the thing that happened to me
way before I was a preteen
behind closed doors
and I never knew what for
cause at four,
I didn't have a big dick
and at seven
I had just started dealing with unorthodox aggression
that displayed in physical violent expression
and after being forced to sit on the devil's porch
I've eaten being misunderstood with a fork
picked on and bullied
kicked and spit on mentally
potentially
made me a better person
but no one deserves to be a victim of perversion
when cohersion
wasn't a lesson Bert and Ernie taught on television
so I would've known as a kid to make provisions
that my body could be as sacred as my heart
cause a perverted start
was what I was given into love
that's how I learned in life....
there are some to be your friends.....
..some that you are meant to love.....
....and those who just wanna fuck....


Cleanin Out My Closet - Eminem