Im startin to reallii see the ignorance around me
The infestations that surround me In the people that grow around me

Itz like ima raging child who cant bring myself to cry
Or a track star who cant find the right stride
And im not sure if itz mii pride that has guided me in this direction
This painful path with no affection, embraced with no connection

I wasn't always such a cold young man
But for you to understand the man that I am, you have to look back on the past that I had
Somethin only seen thru these eyes of myne
The cries,
The lyfe,
The lies,
The wise,
The timez I tried to rize......But stayed on mii feet

Not sure why I couldnt be lifted
Just gifted
But wished kid.......Wished I did thingz a little different
That I wasn't so resistant to the persistent assistance that one tried to give in
But mii sins was too far within for me to jus come out nd bring....mii everything
So I stayd hidden

But because the secretz I held within me, I have grown to block out many
.....And to me
It iznt a shock how I can jus knock out at night, feelin so right, wit the thought on my mynd sayin,
"Fuck it"

Cuz ima cold young man