thinkin in my mind that doin this is wrong
but i cant help it, its a habit
i do it everyday, cant seem 2 stop it
i thought the pain was gone
but it never did, it was underneath my fake happiness
i have thee urge 2 do it all the time
knowin that i could hurt myself
but still it helps me get thru the struggles
so as i grab the knife, i think in my mind
GET READY cuz its gonna sting and hurt

*CUT CUT CUT*

there's marks;scars located on my arms
i feel less weighed down
arms start 2 feel weak and sore
uh oh, the pain came back
the nonsense and bull
cant find another way 2 deal wit all this
so here i go again

*CUT CUT CUT*

i need another way 2 cope wit things
but what can i do? some1 help me, plz do!