IT'S BEEN A COUPLE OF MONTHS SINCE YOUVE BEEN GONE
BUT IT STILL FEELS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY WHEN I HEARD THE NEWS
IT FELT LIKE SOMEONE RIPPED OUT MY HEART
SMASHED AND BURNED IT TO ASHES
HOW I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE
SO MANY THINGS THAT WE NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO SAY
ON THE OUTSIDE I KEEP A STRONG FACE, BUT ON THE INSIDE I'M CRYING
DROWNING IN MY OWN TEARS
I TRY TO STAY FOCUSED
I TRY TO KEEP THE FAITH
I TRY TO KEEP MY HEAD UP
BUT THE PAIN WONT GO AWAY
MY PRIDE WON'T LET ME CRY
LOVED ONES TRY TO HELP
BUT I JUST LIE AND SAY I'M OKAY
MEAN WHILE I'M SCREAMING LORD TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY
WHEN I'M AROUND PEOPLE I KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE
BUT LATE AT NIGHT OR WHEN I'M ALONE
THE ONLY THING I FEEL IS THE TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?
WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE STAYED A LITTLE LONGER?
SO MANY QUESTIONS BUT NO ONE HERE TO ANSERW
AND THE PERSON THAT I NEED TO ANSERW THESE QUESTIONS IS YOU
IMAGES OF THAT HORRIBLE RAINY DAY PLAY IN MY HEAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN
IT'S WAS ALMOST 2 YEARS SINCE THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE
NOW I WALKING INTO THE FUNERAL HOME TO SEE YOU LYING THERE?
IT HURTS THE MOST THAT WE DIDN'T SAY GOOD-BYE
OR DID WE?
BEFORE I KNEW THAT YOU WERE GONE, I DREAMED THAT WE WERE IN A CLOUDY FIELD
YOU WAS IN YOUR MILLITARY UNIFORM AND I WAS IN ALL BLACK
I FELT SCARED BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE WE WERE
YOU HUGGED ME AND I KNEW THAT I WAS SAFE FROM HARMS WAY
I CLOSED MY EYES AS YOU KISSED ME ON MY HEAD, BUT WHEN I OPENED THEM UP, YOU WASN'T THERE ANYMORE
THE ONLY THING I COULD HEAR WAS YOUR VOICE SAYING
" I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, AND NO MATTER HOW FAR APART WE ARE, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL"