Years and years have went by
with out a single apology
Do you know what you did 2
me ?
You took away my innocence
Something I was suppose choose
who and when 2 give it 2
I was a baby you sick bitch
Just the sight of u disgust me
I HATE YOU sometimes I wish u would
DIE ! These words don't seem
harsh 2 me and I wouldn't harm a fly
Do you know the pain I felt at nights
when I dream of you touching me and
I would vomit in my sleep
I want you out of my head and out of my life
Do you know you destroyed me?
I was suppose 2 be safe with u was suppose 2
be my family my parents trusted you and I adored u
Because of you I can never fully trust the people around me
You took way something in me I can never give a man who loves me my whole heart
because of you I don't want to have children because I'm horrified of what some one might do to them
When I sit across from you on holidays I want 2 scream
Look what u did to me
I hate you sick son of a bitch !
How dare u smile at as though the things u did to me don't exist !
I know the monster you really is !
But I put my feelings away because I don't want to break our family any more than it
already is
The only thing that keeps me going is that I know one day you will have 2 pay
as sure as I know I will be damaged always