so hard to breath,
my mouth goes dry.
im panting and falling,
asking myself why.

everything goes black,
all sounds then cease.
i feel as tho im taken over,
by an infectious disease.

one that takes over my lungs,
and makes the air stand still.
my heart then stops,
it's going in for the kill.

i know longer feel life,
my whole body is numb.
reality has taken over,
to it i succumb.

no more desperation,
no more despair.
no more heartache,
no more affairs.

no more depression,
sittin alone in the dark.
no more sad love songs,
just a black and shiny tarp.

no more wondering what if,
or maybe, even, so.
no more constant thinking,
here 6 inches below.

fair well to the anxiety,
so long to the attacks.
goodbye to you world,
im never coming back.