As I sit here writing this poem,
I realize that my feelings for you are fading away...
I love you with all my heart,
An I don't wanna get hurt.
Knowing sooner or latter its gonna to happen.
But as I play our song,
I cant help it but let the tear roll down my face.
Looking at our pictures and the good times we had.
Wondering to myself well I ever be this happy again!
You was my everything and now that your gone....
What can I do??
When my world was all about you!
I hold your shirt close when I sleep at night..
Because thats all I have of you.
Most of the time I just sit in the place We called our Room.
An think if your thinking or missing me the same way I miss you..
Then when I get to talk to you I feel so Geek and my heart pump fast.
The Tone of your voice puts a smile on my face.
An sooner or latter I feel like theres no need for me.
Your whole moods changes and it makes me sad.
It seems like All your love for me just went out the window.
An my heart just feel this pain that hurts.
Making tears roll down my face.
Not trying to show that im weak so I put my head down.
Then out of no where I hear our song play once again.
Then the computer scan goes black and your pictures pop up.
Thinking to myself if you've changed.
Are you the same person that I fell for?
Or am I asking for to much in this relationship?
Then I realize what love do to a crazy as bitches like me.
An how hard it is for You to put up with my bullshit.
I Really do Love you Charles..
You mean everything to me.
Maybe we wasn't meant to be.
An if we are babe Then when you come back,
Ima still be yo down ass bitch.
An hold you down.
Just like I am now.
You always in my heart and thoughts babe.
Take care of yo self while you out there and make the best out of it!!