I am such a coward
Well at least with her
Maybe if we had met somewhere else
I wouldn't be so afraid to be myself
Like if we had met in Chemistry class
I would have done everything to get close to her ass
Been her lab partner, copied her homework, and shared my notes
Anything just to get close
To build a bond, make her laugh and smile
Make it so that thoughts of me would stay on her mind for a while
Soon we would be facebook and myspace friends
That’s when she would learn that I'm a lesbian
And if that didn't bother her
We would exchange phone numbers
Next we would start texting each other almost daily
Until the point she can't go a day without talking to me
Curiosity would soon peak her interest
And her past feeling for me will become different
What were once friendly gestures
Will turn into acts of soon-to-be lovers
Before long we’ll ultimately kiss
I’d finally have the chance to devour her luscious lips
She’d take her proper place in my world
And accept the title of “My Girl”
But we didn’t meet in any class
I first saw her in a club shaking her ass
And dreams of her have lived in my mind since that night
Everyday I pray those dreams of us together are right
How is it I can give my friend the confidence to holla at another dancer
Yet I can’t even think straight when I’m around her
Damn that girl’s sexy
And she knows she has me
Last time I saw her it felt like she was waiting
For me to make the first move, to say something
However my words got caught in my throat and I could barely speak
Damn I wish this girl didn’t make me so weak
Then so many things could happen
If only if we had met under a different circumstance
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