-note- I am very tired I stayed up all night but I feel like writing

I'm a do whatever it takes to get by
I say fuck the world.. Cause I'm falling for demise
And every break I take is another excuse to lie
I'm broke so I'm force to hustle anything to get money
But with money becomes enemies..n fiends are hungry
Getting by with very little these lies are critical
Surrounded by guns..drugs..thugs..fake friends n bugs
I need something to inspire me but theses slugs
Keep raining outta the pain I be relieved if I died
Would it be insane if I cried there's snakes on my plane
N I ain't going to try.. cause these fakes friends
Stuck up with all there lies... but alright
..Bye.. Pain, Fear.. jail time for over a year
..negative thoughts pressuring me to suicide
if i died would they cry nah don't lie
i know the answer so don't try..to relieve me
cause believe me, ive had many people deceieve me