Before you go to this nigha just give me one fcukin minute
After all we been thru and all the time we put in it
I know its been a while since I acknowledged your beauty
Since I told you I love you, but now I feel its my duty
To grab you by the heart now and never let go
I’m so ashamed it took so long to let my emotions show
I have grown distant in this house we call a home
No more silly texts, I don’t even bother calling your phone
I know I don’t touch you, don’t even gaze your way
And at dinner time, I barely have 2 words to say
I admit I have been wrong but baby please here me out
I started to see you thru the eyes of the world and it gave me doubt
The world thinks your amazing, a simply beautiful design
That its become to so hard to envision that your mine
As you have begun to shine, more notice your features
Have begun to label you as one of god’s most beautiful creatures
And while im not insecure, I don’t know how to hold my own
I get lost in your shadow, and I feel so all alone
Sometimes when they talk and I hear them mention your name
I begin to speak up, but swallow and walk away with shame
I am so proud of you, you have managed to be all you can be
But now this voice inside my head is wonderin can you find someone better than me
I don’t love you less, you got it backwards I love you more
I’m just so afraid of what the future has in store
I’m hoping you can forgive me, and be here as I work thru this
Because I refuse to b here on earth without my angel’s sweet kiss
I’ll do whatever I have to, to make you heart mend
But I’m begging you please don’t let our love end