leethal:

Don't Love Me
{Soul City Planted Daisies CHALLENGE}


I have this poison oozing through my body. This insane pain in my brain is ungodly. Yet oddly you remain my rock. But by my side, is where I want you not. You got your entire life ahead of you. Why let this cancer chop the head of two? We knew that beating this disease was a long shot. Now I feel that you are in the wrong spot.

***OUCHhhhh!!!***

*LEETHAL GRIMACES IN PAIN AS HE TRIES TO SHIELD TEARS FROM POETIC LYRICIST*

P.L. I know we just got married. And you have three months left for our baby you carry. But I only have hours left. I dont want you to see me gasp last breaths.

***OUCHhhhh!!!***

*LEETHAL GRASPS AT HIS CHEST*

*POETIC LYRICIST REMEMBERS LEETHAL AT HIS BEST*

  Poetic Lyricist:

I feel your pain
But I still have this tingle whenever I hear your name
Because you are the love of my life and thatll never change
And Ill love our unborn child the same
And as this poison takes you away
Nothing will compare to the empty noises Ill experience day to day
I wish my kisses could make the pain disappear
Because for the short time of being your Mrs.s, you taught me to love without fear
And although you may not always be here with me, our love will always live here
I know how it feels to be loved because youve showed me
And sometimes I just want to say, Dont love me

Poetic Lyricist kisses Leethal chest
And let him know that she loves him with no regrets

  leethal:

*LEETHAL PUSHES POETIC LYRICIST AWAY, BUT THE HARDER HIS WEAK HANDS PUSH HER, THE CLOSER HER STRONG HANDS BECOME*

As the monitor BEEPS, BEEPS, BEEPS. The more Poetic Lyricist WEEPS, WEEPS, WEEPS. She has lacked sleep since this battle begun. The closer death gets, the stronger her love becomes...

Leave me! I don't want you to see me like this! My battle is lost, you can't fight this. I might just die right now! You say we will be alright, but how!?! I cannot bare to watch you watch me suffer. You think it's rougher for me, but for you it's much tougher. You cannot kiss away this pain and agony. You have to get used to the thought of not havin' me. Yes, this is a tragedy, but you must leave this room. Please just forget about me, take care of our baby in your womb...

*LEETHAL TURNS AWAY FROM HIS WIFE TO HIDE THE MORE THAN OBVIOUS PAIN HE IS IN AS THE TEARS SLOWLY ROLL DOWN HIS FACE AND KISS HIS PILLOW*

  Poetic Lyricist:

Not even a Mack truck could move me
Because I love you that much and our love is proof to me
That happiness is a possibility
But you fading away is becoming a reality
As Im trying to understand why God is taking you away from me
I feel sorrow, I feel blue
I dont want to borrow you, I want to keep you
And as I prepare for the end
I wish I can repair whats broken
Like your spirits
Your dreams
And wishing
That this isnt happening
And although I put up a front, the thought of living without you is frightening
But forget youI absolutely will not
And all I want to do is to protect youBecause thats what true love is about
Your essence will always be a part of my profile
Because you are my blessing and I put that on our unborn child

Poetic Lyricist turns Leethal face
And let him know that no one will ever take his place

  leethal:

*Leethal gazes deeply into her eyes and finally realizes*

That their love will transcend his death
He gasps a few breaths to gather himself
Not much strength left, but he says this:
"I feel I have done us both a grave disservice
And the love you have for me I don't deserve it
Fate should have reserved it for someone else
For our child in your belly I cannot help
And I cannot help but feel helpless
Asking, "Why me?" seems a little selfish
My failed wish to grow old by your side
Has died along with this foolish pride
Inside I wish I could have been stronger
For you and my child; lasted longer

***OOOUCHHh!!! ARRRGHHHH!!!!***

Leethal smiles at Poetic Lyricist one last time. He slowly closes his eyes and drifts off into that long goodnight... ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^---------------------------------------------------9:17PM

  Poetic Lyricist:

Nonstop tears pouring down my face
Doing my best to cope with fate
So many things we need to do but its too late
Why did you have to go awaythis has to be a mistake
Now I truly know how it feels to ache
The pain in my soul wont let my heart be at peace
Im no longer whole because I lost a huge part of me
And you shut your eyes before I can say Dont love me

11:59
Its been over two hours since I lost a great love of mine
But I find solace in the love I have for our unborn child
Just knowing she would have her Daddys beautiful eyes
I didnt deserve the love he had for me
But I have to preserve my sanity for the sake of the baby
I lost my keeper and we both lost the fight
And I dont look forward to these sleepless nights
And I know itll be a long time before Ill be alright
This would not be so hard for me
Only if he didnt love me