IS IT REALLY THAT I CANT LET YOU GO...
OR IS IT THAT I WON'T LET YOU GO...
THERE'S A DIFFERENCE YA KNOW??
CUZ MY POOR WITHERED HEART IS UNDER ATTACK...
LEFT BRAIN...
RIGHT BRAIN....
SENSIBLE ...
ARTISTIC....
LOVE STORY...
BIBLE...
TECHNICAL AND REALISTIC...
FIGHTING...
DUKIN OUT IN A BATTLE OF WHO'S RIGHT....ME...OR ME....HMPH...
I PRAY....I THINK...
I TRY...AT LEAST...
WITH HOPES AND BELIEFS THAT ME AND YOU CAN ONCE AGAIN BE A WE...
WITH LITTLE THOUGHTS OF NEVER BEING...
THE PRAYER IS MORE LIKE A CONVERSATION TALKING TO GOD MORE THAN ASKING AND
I BEGIN TO SPEAK TO MYSELF MORE THAN HIM...I GET OFF TRACK AND
I LOSE THE ENTIRE SENSE OF THERE'S NOTHING WITHOUT GOD...
I GO TO SLEEP ANGRY AND WAKE WITH NO ANSWERS
I GO ON DATES....DON'T ENJOY EM MUCH...
I SEE YOU FLIRT...I BEGIN TO FUSS WITH MYSELF ONCE MORE....
I'VE NEVER HAD THIS ENVY FEELING BEFORE...
IS IT THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU...OR I WON'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU.....
I'M HAVING TROUBLE DECIPHERING....
CUZ THE LESS AND LESS I SEE YOU THE MORE I BEGIN DESIRING YOUR TOUCH...ONCE MORE...
THE MEMORY HAS YET TO FADE...AND A CAGE HARD AND TOUGH TO ESCAPE FROM I HAVE MADE....
ALL IN HOPES THAT I COULD KISS AND HOLD AND SAY THOSE THREE WORDS THAT REALLY MATTER ...
THE THREE WORDS THAT CAN MAKE OR BREAK SOMEONES HEART....
IS IT THAT I'M AFRAID TO TELL YOU THIS...OR IS IT THAT I WON'T TELL YOU THIS??
I KNOW THE ANSWER INDEED...BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT YOUR ANSWER WILL BE...
SO A FANTASY IS MY DESTINY WITH THE KNOWLEGE OF KNOWING THAT YOU AND I WILL PROBABLY NEVER ONCE AGAIN BE A WE...
I JUST HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO WAKE UP FROM THIS DREAM...