MEMORIES OF LOVE REPLACED BY NITEMAREZ OF HATE OFTEN TIMES MISTAKEN FOR INSECURITES BROUGHT ON BY JEALOUSY...WE SHARE A BOND THAT IZ INDIFFERENT AND UNDESCRIBLE... LOVE, YET WE ARE AFRAID OF WAT WE CAN ACHIEVE IF WE TAKE IT ANY FARTHER....STUCK IN A COMFORT ZONE...BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT WE SHARE A BOND NO BYTCH COULD TOUCH AND NO NICCA COULD BREAK THRU...HE HOLDS MY KEY YET I DONT KNOW IF I HAVE WON HIS HEART...IS HE MINE? I WONDER AT TIMES IF IM WORTH HIS AFFECTION...THEN MY MIND TELLS ME "LETIN HIM GO WOULD BE THE 1ST STEP OF PROVING MY POINT"...BUT MY HEART UNDERSTANDS THAT WITHOUT HIM I WOULDNT KNOW WHERE TO START...INSANITY WOULD BE THA ONLY THING THAT BECOMES OF OUR SEPERATION...TEMPTATION PULLS ME BACK AND UNCERTAINTY KEEPS ME IN MY SPOT...AFRIAD OF WATS AHEAD WITH OUT HIM...YET WELCOMING A NEW START...THE PAST IS WATS HELPING ME HOLD ON TO WAT WE HAD BUT THE PRESENT IS SLOWLY SHOWIN ME WAT WE CAN NEVER BE...........................