Trying to escape memories
Of a life I once had
The fear of confronting my worst pain
.... Facing the fear of those bad days .....
Where my mind went insane
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of a life lived wrong
Emotions filled with the words I write
Cold chills...... down my spine
I'm screaming.....in so much pain
But no one seems to hear me at all
I hate feeling pain
No one really knew
The pain that lived in my soul
I always wore a mask
To hide the bleeding tears
I opened up my closet
To burn what I left behind
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But can't forget the bad memories
And all the scars left deep inside
The pain inside of me is screaming
While the bad memories are burning
I use to run and hide
But I won't anymore
Because God has helped me
When I opened up the door
Of the deepest darkest places in time
Where all my secrets lurked
Through my endless cage of pain
Wandering .......... barely alive
I struggled to survive
My bad feelings now escape
For they always lived in silence
Now burning the monsters
That hid deep inside of me
Step inside my mind for a moment
To see the pain that lived
Thoughts tingle inside of me
So now I hope you understand
Why I hid this pain in the
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