I swallow my pain but now its clogging my throat
now im in pain and i realize i cant swallow no more
whats left to do ?
when im stuck here wantin you
and missing you
my natural instinct says cry
but my body? it will strongly refuse

i got me a girl and you got yourself a man
and i know for a fact he cant do what i can
i been lovin you a while and you say you have too
i got love for my girl..but im in love with you

ive done bad things while im with her, but im not a bad person
she cant blame me for her broken heart completely
she told me i was perfect
i told her i was human
plz dont let me be misunderstood

i have feelings like her..but my feelings walking away slowly
i cant move towards them yet i try and call them back
but the pain in my throat leaves me mute, so i just let out a crack

i said i would make you happy and i said i would never lie
i kept you with a smile...but tears also...
cuz i lied when i said 'forever'

i hate myself at times cuz i hate breaking hearts
but whose heart should i save when im emotinally falling apart ?