It's meant to be a happy time,
My birthday's drawing near,
I can't help that i'm upset;
I don't have you here.

Family are the most important,
People in my life,
That's is why i miss them so,
They're the reason for this strife.

Even with the bestest friends,
I'll always miss my fam,
It's not a conscious choice,
But just the way i am.

Some people here don't get my pain,
They may never understand,
The way i feel when i'm up here,
When you're not right at hand...