Weary and faint-hearted
Stuck in some unfamiliar communion
I am known as the convicted bastard child with no point of origin
Born from the womb in the year of August 5, 1973
My soul was stolen from MT. Olympus and implanted within the system of a vile savage substance abuser
Whom after giving birth
She never took kindly to my innocent unwanted existence

For a while I suffered unspeakable attacks
After realizing that I wasn't worth her time nor an ounce of energy
She then up-rooted immediately and brought what was left of me to a desolate place and abandoned her child forever
During that fearful unexplained repeated injury-prone era
My memory was severely damaged and erased
With a beginning that is as unclear as steam covered mirrors
I remember not one single detail of my old home
All I have to go on is amazing biblical stories and fascinating tales describing some holy glorious paradise
Which is ruled by my FATHER
The creator of this 9th galaxy universe
But I know him not
Many state that he resides inside of me
Even still I've yet to experience the endowed qualities of he

My continuous quest is to learn about the splendor of a marred mysterious past
So daily on evening's end
I stare into radiant glowing black star shining skies
Asserting every fiber of my broken being
Studying while wondering life's transcending immanence's
By using uniquely blended science along with self profound philosophy
Trying to find that hidden path
That may someday bring insight to this un-delightful disadvantaged journey of an jaded un-joyous occasion

I've come to realize that my complex stigmatized presence isn't nor has ever been welcomed here
This judgmental society disapproves my of personal deformed ethnicity
Making me the product to a reprimanded probabilistic concept
As I am labeled
Undesirably probed and processed
Then placed in a discriminated disconnected distinguished group of stereotyped distasteful individuals
Who's attributes and knowledge seeking fundamentals differentiate from the norm
There will be no freedom
No assurance to basic equality
Nor any kind of respected valued justice

I can truly say is that I hate it here
And I'm ready to be eliminated from this un-compensating incompetent union of Earth's uglines
To be re-united with my FATHER
I know he misses me and I miss him too

So Can anyone show and tell me where GOD lives?
Cause all I want to do is find my way back home

Please?............