Like the 10th plague, God called for my blood to gush over poetry lines in a metaphysical flood "letter to my first seed"- a testimony of His love but the devil's wreath of clouds kept my eyes from above sculptured from mud- he made this woman second best - First Lady in Hades [though] because she won and conquered the "test" Now this first seed, bleeds, excessively, a little more than the rest because the daily is played out like a game of chess- thought I should be queen of my own life but [the] father beat me down to a whisper, so I'm Silence's wife a broken mentality that had me sitting in that car windows wound, fumes all around, didn't plan to go far just far enough away from the bruises and broken spirit- he did it everytime I was rebelling it, made me witness it my own demise through His fatherly eyes
The Truf:
How dare you straight-face thisson of the Sun The Son of the Morning gonna make me put yall into mourning (Im) Still feelin birthin pains from bein born again hard The Devils enticing me to throw in my bid with the Yard They say Im not livin hardIm livin hard -enough-! Fell in addiction with a girl that got me by with a touch I had to use my tongue to beat my hands into submission Now a single finger serenades the world what theyre missin As the Gorgon stare thats endemic of my race Still freeze the hands of Time itself into place So, full grown men remain known as just my boys And instruments of killing we still call tools and toys But I was drowned into life by my Uncle, the preacher As I was born again of Christ, thats what they said and I believed it So Im the son of the King; the first-born of royalty? Then Im wonderin if lifes just a test of loyalty
TendaRoni:
Loyalty in the trenches came at a cost on the frontline with bleeding heart counting all my loss He gave rise to this mentality "shoot first, ask later" so without a conscience I dined with the devil and didn't tip the waiter just to be that warrior my master [pen] demanded rising at the crack of dawn starched and empty as commanded I took each blow with gritted teeth and vacant eyes never questioning my reality, paying no mind to "whys" I, with diseased mind kept my eyes to the bronze snake even as my coffin was put to rest and my enemies attended my wake Putting all freedoms aside I suited up for His cause slewing through hordes and the faithless to spread His laws with bloodied mind and blackened heart- I froze allowing narration of my story through bitter rhyme and prose because His "letter to His first seed" condemned me to swing, lynched and ashing before the wretched enemy
The Truf:
But now an effigy of Christ, Himself, swings from my neck Like Strange Fruit, the remix; earnin me respect The Preacher calls it Deicide, hustlersthe truth I asked my Father was it Evil, since its values in the Root Ive been told strivin for the Sons an Icarus replay Or the larceny of free will, like life is on Ebay Just sold to the highest bidder, since you cant get bigger Than the Son of God dyin for an ignorant n***er So is my trust misplaced? Should I not seek His face? I stuff the wax from my wings into my ears and freebase With - words that were pilfered from Heavenly minds Because I need to know Him better, if I claim that Hes mine They say, all in due time. But time never gets its due It just gluttonously takes little pieces out of you So, for a little piece of peace, I sold a piece of my life Five years to the government and charged that to -life-!
TendaRoni:
Life after death as opposed to life during life like a feast for the hungry without a fork or a knife eating with bare hands through all the left overs and waste feeling nothing but the emptiness and its bitter-honey taste As my mentality goes to training- a veteran of the Void seeing images of a life I had on a creased, dusty polaroid Eyes down, chin up walking prepared [or though it might seem] a brotherhood of soothsayers- 7th Sign Regime ready with quill, armed and suited for the kill as assigned like a warrior of the Tanakh- full fledged alligiance, walking blind The devil is pulling strings- the frontline of my foe is loving it but concrete lines this mind and I am only God's puppet though [the] father cut me viciously with his palm marks across my face I blink away all the infliction becoming numb, without a trace Harnessing all the rage to be my backbone as I bleed as I stand at the gates of Babylon reciting this "letter from His first seed"
The Truf:
Im the first-born of divinity, Creation's culmination The Sixth-day miracle. Its no surprise that Im facin A reflection in the looking glass that could easily pass For the original man with a Mesopotamian past And aint much changedthe Devils still trickin, dude I got a chunk in my throat, that remind me of what women do So Im trippin with a disposition matchin my complexion Serial cunnilinguist: I use my tongue as a weapon As Deity formed brilliance from clay spoke out of nothing So I use my Fathers gift to paint pictures out of nothing The blessing of the first-born on African lips Are the words of Creation that form transient predicates - Written weapons of wisdom that make demons paranoid The rose, reaching for the Son, makes a whole lotta noise So, Father, forgive sins that I have yet to commit And, rescind commandments that I have yet to forget Cause this is my response, more than half a day remiss A letter from your first-born. The revelations genesis
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Wow..you guys did your thing on this one..this poem went raw. you gave us what we needed to hear and you didn't hold back for the sake of others. "First Seed"..this was truly a great write. the collabo was mad crazy