I leaked my love for you on white lined kites and watched it fly into the sky...
You vowed to keep my ducts parched like the Sahara instead making a typhoon swirl thru my eyes.
Unmetaphorically...that simply means...you...made...me...CRY...
Stole the sonnets right out my throat and replaced 'em with deep sighs...

...AND I CAN'T FUCKIN' BREATHE...

Maybe now you can understand why I held you so tight the day you decided to leave...
I wanted to inhale you one last time before you killed my heart and left me and the beats alone to grieve...

...Monetarily poor...
You said all you could spare was your love and swore to love me until your soul was tired.
Yet we barely drove a mile...
You had a change of heart and left me on the roadside to mapquest my way out of your deceiving smile...

I was obscured within your ogle...gone amidst your gaze...
Hypnotic were your eyes...emitting dishonesty disguised as sun rays...
I beat up Leprachauns so they would regurgitate rainbows that we could walk thru until the day we grew old...
Yet your intention was never to bask in the beauty...but only to steal the pot of gold...

I locked my heart away in the highest tower of my internal castle for 7 years of my life...
Until you scaled the fibers of my being as if my name was Rapunzel claiming you were my shining knight...
Stating you slayed the dragon in order to show me a love that was so real...
When in actuality...you never gave a FUCK about the ways you made me feel...

Spending endless hours click clacking keyboards telling the next bitch how she desrved to be treated right...
How she needed a King cuz she was a Queen and you hated to see her go thru pain in life...
All while I was left alone in an empty bed like a pauper in a dungeon crying myself to sleep at night...

For you...I woulda walked to the end of the earth and back and scripted my journey on paper...
All I ever showed you was love..yet u say i blinded you with sweetness hiding behind a sour nature...

...REALLY??...(lmfao)

Maybe I shouldn't have gotten mad while you talked to other bitches in my crib
Selling them the same falsified dreams of a wife, house, and kids...
Maybe I shouldn't have cried with you on that night you tried to take your life
Kissing your tears thru telephone wires tellin' you "Papi it will be alright"

I stayed up late night until the break of day light just to be there for you...
When every person in your life turned their backs I let my love shine thru...
So if that equates to being sour then I'll gather up all the grapes that you would never bust in a fruit fight...
And inject the juices in my quill and scribe a vineyard so you can taste all the pain in my life...

...(P.s....thanks for adding to it)...

To sit here and say I don't still love you is just a phrase I'm not able to admit...
Thoughts of hating you are like court dates on Memorial Day...they simply don't exist...
I'm more mad at myself for getting drunk off your elixir...
Too innebriated to realize you were a 8x10 of every other man in my life...
You just disguised the portrait by changing the frame around the picture...

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