Been wanting to address this,
but my thoughts were kinda weak,
til i read an inspiring note
from my girl Angelique...
LADIES..!!!
Riddle me this,
please, tell me why...
we always give our all,
to the worst of the guys?

I mean, dnt get me wrong,
they all have that facade,
they get money, they keep it real,
and a true child of God...

But where was his soul at while he was
putting it on her?
What Would Jesus do?
that thought seems to never occur...

They end up leaving us,
and we become

B
I
T
T
E
R
...

all because we chose the wrong pick of the litter,
and then they turn around,
run to the first thing
that glitters,
toss us with that dumb ass excuse
that's lame and shitter...

But in the beginning, everything's so peachy keen,
fuqq around, start playin wife,
life's so peaceful and serene...
We get so blind by their charm,
and even lackthereof...
thinkin that becuz they proclaim it,
it truly is love...

Then when shyt hit the fan,
we STILL want them as our man,
but not because they treat us right,
we jst dnt em with Suzanne,
diane,
or is her name joanne?
either way, we kno she cant love him
as much as we can...
as much as we did,
to see them with another,
thoughts run wild,
God forbid...

But see, we can't hate the next chick,
we either congratulate her or pray,
cuz either he'll do right by her,
or treat her heart the same way...

whether he be the father of ur kids,
or simply an ex-boyfriend,
trust me ladies, fuqq em,
ur heart will soon mend...
dnt bend, pretend
or
S
P
E
N
D
money, time or patience
on them again,
gettin ya mind intertwined
between that line of love and
hate, altho i kno it's pretty thin...
jst look within,
ask ya'self,
was he really worth ya tears,
ya pain,
the tossing, turning,
emotional drains,
not being able to eat,
see i been thru these thangs...
but was he worth it?!
or was he jst an average ass niqqa?!
lying about his life, his past,
his heart and his figures?!
take a second and think of every male in ur life,
was he better than all of them,
cuz even the best one isnt worth ur strife
not even him!
I'm not downing em, nor am i angry with my past,
because in all actuality ladies, this is quite the contrast...
When it comes to this concept,
i jst want u to
G
R
A
S
P,
the fact that if ur not an average woman,
u dnt have to settle or cry over an average
guy,
i mean why,
he obviously doesnt care enough about u,
if he was quick to tell u goodbye...
love dnt work there no more,
so why apply?
or even try,
to dwell on the memories,
they're history,
dead to me,
and they have to be dead to you,
so when u come to that point of bitterness ladies,
jst remember,
U
WILL
PULL
THROUGH...