You stare at me
Gawking
What is it that you see?
Something lies inside, deep within me
You're lost in a daze as my presence consumes
Captivates, fascinates, and mesmerizes you
The feeling's so intense it's hard to bare
It's hard to do anything more than stare
Yet you do, you break the gaze and scramble to recover
Your place among the guys and all the others
They can't see you acting in this manner
Of awe and admiration so quickly you stammer
Pick up your jaw and attempt to bag her
“Damn she's bad” and they all wanna tag her
Wifey, dip, boo, whatever it doesn't matter
Just another notch on your belt us what you're after
But this one is tough and you can't grab her
Not on your jock so something is wrong
Doesn't look your way or pay attention too long
“What's the deal wit shawty? I know I'm the shit.
She acting stuck up? Naw that aint it.
I got it. I got it. I know why she ain't jockin'
She gets down wit girls” And here comes the mockin'
“Shawty don't like d*ck” so now the females tryna go
While you laugh it up nursing a bruised ego
Spreading the word so you can sleep at night
So your loss of masculinity won't come to sight
But its ok, I understand that everyone is not me
You can't be secure about your sexuality
I'm at peace within and that's all that matters
And when you laugh it's not a solo laughter
I'm laughing too, at you silly rabbit
Couldn't get the goods, couldn't grab at it
I should be angry and I would be too
If it wasn't so pathetic and childish of you
Maybe I'm trippin and takin it the wrong way
Maybe I'm wrong but I must say
Not to be cocky but I'm usually right
I have this sort of incite
It comes with self-awareness and confidence
So I don't worry cuz I know I'm the sh*t
And once you know, other people are easy to read
Stompin' on the hate makes it easier to succeed
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