Time
healed the wounds you
left gaping open – exposed, was I,
to something new

An existence without you

A bed big enough to roll over in
without collisions
A home filled to the brim with solitude

With peace and serenity

Part of me,
simply
forgot to bring to mind
the sweet nothings
with which you used to pacify me

Somewhere along the line
I learned to move on

My heart loosened its grip on you
My mind stopped wondering
what you’ve been up to

Who might be fucking whom

Your existence
became non-existent

Funny, you would find me
at a time in my life
that doesn’t revolve around you

The strings you once pulled
fell away from me over time, now I
no longer dance to your tune

I’ve forgotten how to put myself after you

I’ve even forgotten how to forgive
yet, my mind so easily finds
the most scandalous shit you did back then

But, my heart has forgotten
to attach itself to my tears

It no longer feels

That pain
you once inflicted upon me
so mercilessly
has simply disappeared

And, I’m sure by now you’ve
completely lost interest in the woman
now standing here

She’s lost interest in you –
the shell of a man she merely
thought she knew

Said you love me,

but, honestly…

I forget what it’s like
(...loving you)

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