Standing here do I move
Do I dare to move
I’ve done all
I can to push you away
But you keep climbing

Keep coming back
You always turn around
Waiting wanting watching
Me

Why, are you lost
Do you have a death wish
Do you enjoy the pain I
Inflict

I’ve told you
Time an time again
Love doesn’t live here
That what I have to offer

Is confusion a tad of blackness
A shield of never again
No , I cant

There is no sun allowed
No joy to smile about
Constant rain killing my soul

Yet I am here
I stand on the edge of uncertainty
Ready to plunge

Am I
Ready to leave it all behind me
Am I
Ready to pay the price
Am I
Oh hell no turn away from me

Close my eyes arms extended
Body tight ,legs slightly parted

You promised you damn sure
Better not be playing
I have nothing to hold
Nothing to hang in there for

Toes on the edge I’m falling
Letting go
As I cascade thru this storm
I am free falling
Hoping you give my heart a new home