as i sit here on this "Loveseat"
i finally realize how much i'm stressin
waiting for this "Love Doctor"
and this FREE therapy session
i'm guessing he'll question
me for a while ....
ask for a childhood confession
then give me smile!!!!
to my surprise a woman came in...
sat across from me
....smiled....
then introduced herself as ....
Roxie
she smiled and said,
"Your wife stopped by my spot earlier today!"
my reply was simple....
i nodded and said,
"O.....
K.....?
How
does that pertain
to what i'm about to say?"
As I began this story, my cellular rang!

i'm like what up?

Styles was like, “what up kid?”

I say “you know me, going thru some more bullshit!”

Nigga was like, “I love my brother!”

I didn’t reply, told him I was in the middle of something.
just want u to know….
I heard you bro
I love u too….no homo!
I hung up the phone

Told Roxie, “Thanks for being patient, but
Maybe this aint the best time to have this conversation!”

She let me know that she will always be around
If I needed to talk
I’m like its cool….I just need a blunt and some
Hennessey…. something to help cool me off!

On the way out I bumped into Cat
I told her how the love was gone…
which led to my dysfunctional marriage chat

She gave me words from a friend
Also gave her number, said she’d always pick up the other end.
Then I told her that I cant smile.
How I lost the woman that was supposed to hold me down
She just told me to keep God first
And if I need to ….call and holla at Jiggabyrd

Then Unpredictable came thru with her unpredictable ass
Said some shit that made me cry and then laugh
it was the way she told me to fight…lol
I was like iight….NIGGA FIGHT!!!!!
With all your might!!!!!

Then comes Miss K Shine
Telling me bout what she heard thru the grapevine
Told me that its not over….
Which gave me hope

Blakk Rose gave me a different insight
Which gave me a different approach

Even Beautiful Soul, and Ncognito
Came thru to show love for they people

Encouraging words from Bsavvy and Miz PimPcess
Had me willing to fight hard to fix this

I took some time off my grind
To clear up my mind
Realized that something’s are worth fighting for even if u lose
With that said …. If I leave this marriage,
it wont be without a bruise

I got home, looked in the mirror….
Saw my Reflection looking at me
With tears in her eyes
I told her that I love her….Im still here and
I’m still trying

To make this marriage work, it takes baby steps
With God’s help!!!
So…. Thanks to those who showed their support
And May God Bless
because Im taking control of my situation
using what i learned in life's lessons
but i just wanted to show love to my gs family
for their FREE THERAPY SESSIONS