I can’t fuckin trust nobody!
I shouldn’t have to worry about my business bein spread
For the whole world to see
Like I’m fuckin in the streets
That’s MY business
I shouldn’t have to wonder if every conversation is gonna lead to
What am I doin? Or
Who am I doin?
Who’s business is it but mine?
People lyin to my face like they got such ‘good intentions’
They just tryin to ‘be there for me’, ‘be a good friend’
Fuck them
All they been doin is waitin to suck the life out of me
They say anything
Say it don’t mean anything
After all it’s just a joke
Friendly conversation
While their eyes shoot daggers sharp as the lies they frame in their mouths
Who are they hurtin?
Nobody right?
Yeah, nobody
Nobody but me
The one who trusted them with her secrets
Didn’t know it was ammunition
Or that the mission was to get me back
Payback for doin somethin that they can’t
Fuck that
I’m not given them that chance again
Now I’m sittin here
My back flat against the wall
Watchin everyone around me wonderin
What they know and
Who they’re gonna tell
I shouldn’t have to feel like this so
You know what?
Fuck em all
Cuz at this point, I just don’t give a damn anymore….
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