this is my shout to the sky
tear down my eyes as i wonder why
betrayed in my own home

n the depts of my heart one who i held close
i betrayed me and hurt me

a fuck offf is all i deserve
FUCK OFF seriously
i tried as hard as i can

the sky begins to run
because my words throw thunder through the heavens
my world is gone

a conversation about heaven
i tried 2 help you
then walks in james and
i get the fuck you

fuck off
FUCK OFFF

im pulln my fuckn hair out tryna figure out y
do all i get
is an ignored text
and a FUCK OFFF
and money over niggers
but what do i hear
"i have never classafied you as a nigger"
yea well the bullshit hits the fan
and not even a memory i am
I HAD YOUR BACK THROUGH WATEVA
JUMP OVER MOUTIANS ARGUE WITH THE HEAVENS
WATEVA YOU NEEDED I WOULD B THERE 4 U
U
FOR YOU
AND FROM YOU
I GET A FUCK OFF
A FUCK ME
AND IGNORED
not even the dignity to
say to me
"i dont think we should be cool no more"
not even "i dont wana fuck wit u no more"
instead i get a FUCK OFFF
FUCK OFFF
man wow
"i dont wana dissapoint you or hurt you anymore"
........
BULLSHIT
u cared for me just asmuch as the rest of them

and the fucked up part about it
is we wasnt together

i was just a friend
AND A DAMN GOOD ONE

and yet i get a fuck off
FUCK OFF
FUCK OFFF
mann sunns all over the world i hope you hear me
FUCK OFF

man that pains me
ready to drop my shit and go 2 your aid
i ditched my special two
just to talk to you
when you said that you
had a trouble or too

FUCK OFF
i guess thats wat i get
for being a ass
for cursen you out
for disrespectn you
for hittn you
ignoreing you
demoralizen you
trying my hardest to make you feel
like i do right now

and the fucked up part is
none of that is true
i did none of those things
and yet still

FUCK OFF
man ok

........i was right from day one
and yet i still
say to you
i love you so
and hope you soon see your self
from the eyes that i see you
FUCK OFF
wow from the only person
who i could tell my all to
i get a fuck off
"your the only person who i can realy open up to"
from your mouth to me
and yet in still
FUCK OFF

poetry you wrote
about how wonderful you thought about me
and i did the same in honor of you
and yet in still
i get a fuck off
FUCK OFFF
FUCK OFF
IT WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER
IF YOU SENT A TEXT
OR THREW MY FONE A RING
AND JUST SAID FUCK OFF
I WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER
BUT SIBLIMINAL INDIRECT MESSAGES
LIKE TALKING BEHIND MY BACK
FUCK OFF
THOSE WORDS BURN THROUGH
WHEN I SAW YOU WERE SAD
BECAUSE OF YOUR MOTHERS BDAY
I SAID A PRAYER
FROM ME TO YOUR MOTHER
ASKING HER TO HELP ME
HELP ME GET THROUGH TO YOU
I PUT THIS ON SA'NYIA I DID
........
I SAID

PLEASE MRS NICOLE
HELP ME SHOW YOUR DAUGHTER WAT I THINK ABOUT HER
GIVE HER MY EYES
AND MY MIND
HELP HER SEE WAT I SEE
NO WAT I NO
AND FEEL WAT I FEEL
AND THE VERY NEXT DAY
I GET IGNORED
FALLOWED BY
A FUCK OFF
.........

FUCK OFF WOW MAN WOW
WELL IM SORRY MRS.NICOLE
I WASNT WORTH IT I GUES
SHE DIDNT THINK ENOUGH OF ME
SO KEEP ME AROUND
TO THINK ANY MORE OF ME
THEN A SIMPLE FUCK OFF
SIMPLE SIBLIMINAL
FUCK OFF'

WELL RIP MRS.NICOLE
YOU HAVE A TRUELY WONDERFUL DAUGHTER

AND RIP YOUR DAUGHTERS HEART AND LOVE
because she NEVER GAVE IT A CHANCE
and she NEVER JUST TOOK WAT SHE WANTED
i realy feel like shit for that

i aint gone stunt
that shit do hurt
BUT U GIVE NO FUCK
so ill just FUCK OFF
as you say.....


LOVE YOU L3%1 I ALWAYS WILL......... :((
and i will always remember you
even if you never will