I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE;
AM I DONE?;
OR AM I IN?;
HAVE I SNARED-MYSELF-AGAIN???//
BROUGHT OUT MY FEARS' TA TEARS' AND MADE-SOME-SENSE??;
CAN I BE AN ADULT??;
OR WILL I STAY-A-KID???//
LORD..WILL I DIE...OR WILL-I-LIVE????;
HOW MANY WILL RUSH TA BUST-MY-LIP???
I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE-OF-THIS...//
I GOTTA GET AWAY FROM-THE-SHIT!!;
AWAY FROM THE HOOD;
AND AWAY FROM PLACES';
WHERE-FACES'..ARE THOSE OF THE FACE-LESS;
BUT EVEN I MYSELF AM-A-"MISFIT";
BUT I'M MOMMA'S-GOOD-KID!!!//
PRESENTS' ALWAYS ON MY-CHRISTMAS-LIST;
GHETTO NO GOODIES' ALWAYS UP ON MY HOUSE-&-*ISH;
LIKE THIS SLUM-GOTTA-KISS, FER ME OR SOMETHIN'...??//
TEDDII DON'T-WANT-IT;
I PUT SERIOUS EXTREMES' ON IT, I-PROMISE!!;
BUT IT ONLY LEADS TO..-DEMISES';
RATHER HAVE SOMEBODY CUT ON MY THROAT...WHERE THA LINE-IS!!!!
("CUT ON DOTTED LINE")//
WITH-A-MINUS; THATS FINE..I'LL-TAKE-IT; IF THATS MEAGER POINTS OF VIEW OF HOW-LIFE-IS!; HAND ME THA MIC..AND LET ME PUSH MY RHYMES'-IN..SPIT ANYTHING AS MY WINDOW GLAZES' THROUGH THIS//
SO I BLAZE-THROUGH-THIS..LIKE IF I-CONSISTED;
OF PLASMA..-TRANSPARENT;
BUT NO ONE IS SEEING THA PAIN I-HOLD-IN..//
THOSE STREETS' I WALK IN;
WHERE ALL-I-BEEN;
WHATS-THE-BIZ???;
DOES ANYBODY GIVE-A-SHIT??????..PLEASE DO TELL???..CUS FUCK THESE TEARS'..I DON'T WANT-THEM-HERE...MAYBE I'M SCARED...//