THE DEMONS CALL ME AS I GO THROUGH HELL
WITH YOU, CAN YOU TELL
WHEN IM NOT DOING WELL OR
ARE YOU HOPING ILL PREVAIL OR OVERCOME
ALL THIS MESS, THAT COMES WITH STRESS
NEVER MORE OR LESS
JUST MORE
MORE SADNESS MORE MADNESS
MORE THAN BEFORE
YOU SAY IM TRIPPIN, BUT I SAY IM SLIPPIN
SLIPPIN AWAY, NOT ONLY FROM YOU BUT MYSELF
NOBODY ELSE
COULD EVEN COMPARE TO HOW I FEEL
OR MAYBE I JUSS FEEL LIKE THE ONLY ONE
LIKE WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM WHEN YOUR ABOUT TO COME
COME CLEAN TO YOUR LOVER, YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER
AFTER YOU’VE DONE THIS YOU BOTH NO LONGER HAVE EACHOTHER
JUST YOU AND HIM OR YOU AND HER
NO MORE US JUST BECAUSE
THE TRUST
THE TRUST WAS NOT THERE
BUT BACK TO WHY I FEEL THIS WAY
ALMOST EVERYDAY
YOU JUST WALK AROUND LIKE YOU DON’T HEAR AND SEE THE WHISPERS AND STARES
WHEN WE WALK HAND AND HAND
WOMAN AND WO-MAN
TO YOU ITS OBLIVIOUS
MAYBE I TAKE IT TO SERIOUS
I BECOME RAGED AND FURIOUS
ABOUT SOMETHIN THAT’S NOT THAT SERIOUS
THIS WHOLE EXPERIENCE
HAS CAUSED ME TO CHANGE
LETTIN THE WORDS OF OTHERS PHASE
ME CAUSING ME, NOT TO BE ME
COMPLETELY
HURTING ME INTERNALLY
BUT I SMILE SO YOULL NEVER KNOW
WHAT GOES ON SO
YOU CONTINUE TO DO YOU
BUT THAT’S JUST WHAT I EXPECT YOU TO DO
I EXPECT EVERYBODY TO DO THEM AND NEVER PRETEND
BEEN THROUGH SHIT
CRIED A OCEAN, BUILT A BRIDGE AND GOT OVER IT
AGAIN
I TRIED TO BE THE IMAGE EVERONE WANTED ME TO
BUT NOW IM THROUGH
YOU DEMONS THE ONES WHO CLAIM TO BE SO PERFECT ARE THE MAIN ONES WHOS LIVES ARE SO FUCKED
SO FUCKED UP JUST GIVE IT UP
ILL NEVER BE WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE
SO STARE, WHISPER, TALK YO SHIT
GET OVER IT
CAUSE I DID
THIS IS THE WAY I AM, ACCEPT IT
IM A LESBIAN