Rise and shine mourning
Giving another morning without happiness
Throwing back covers
Rolling over dismal feelings
Dealing with shrouded sadness
Pondering thoughts
Wondering whether it's better to

Except being alone depressed
Or
Keep gambling at this life thing

Cause
Living barely while slowly dying
Or
Dying slowly while barely living

Is all the same
In this very dangerous tiresome game of trying surviving
But still striving for encouraging's positive enlightment

Thinking maybe
Self is just simply crazy

To better it's whether wondering
Thoughts pondering
Sadness shrouded with dealing
Feelings dismal over rolling
Covers back throwing
Happiness without morning
Another giving mourning
Shine and rise

Time to relive this gloomy saga all over again once more............